Saturday, September 15, 2007

niat yang baek

the 2nd of ramadhan... it's enough of time in bringing me being this way... much of changes.. huhuhuhu.... bak kata org melaka, don't judge book by its cover... i am badly ain which barely keep increasing my pahala... but it's hikmah of ramadhan... i'd rather stay at home and keep wearing telekung in 5times per day... then yeah, i can if i put a tough of trust on myself... who knew except Him... so jadik org melaka... my hair won't bring a true meaning of diri saya... hhmmmm.... mulut sy agak pookymark... tp ati sy agak baek.... aduhai... tau arr bulan puasa nak bersaya pula... huhuhuhu... while waiting for a next prayer, i still can pose in front of camera... hahaha... the view can shows ain is rock though the kaen putih yg suci itu cover the body... it's chantek... i admit the compliment... wah... blushing... bring shame on me... blah.... blah.... blah..... big thankful to God at least i am realize my own taggungjwb.... at least i am not reach beyond the boundary... still within of it... sigh... terharu.... ramadhan is such a beautiful bulan.... i do appreciate it... the promise... hhmmmm... time asks to take a nap.... esok nak sahur... goreng jemput kurma... owh amat layan... fullstop.....
.....tata.......

Saturday, September 8, 2007

hard to disappear

try to make it better... hhmmm.... juz have no idea... seems like i've launch my new single... ain dah artis... 'hard to disappear'.... hahahaha.... it's ain's edit meh... tidak keterlaluan.... i am missing the guitar sedap... the point is how far the best thing i've already made for 'self'.... alahai.... mengarut nya.... wuteva... the blog is mine.. i'd write once i intend to do so.... i am currently idle.... sit on the bed while thinkin of debt plus money plus kawen... owh shit... u r only twenty-one girl... stop dreaming... yerp... look forward lah ni... that's why think of kawen... sounds gedix... auuuwwww.... repeat, i have my own bed??? nonsense.... i juz lay down my body on the floor... how kesian..... hhmmmm...... time being for me look outside the tingkap... then say, chantek nya dunia.... when gonna try to change myself??? it comes from inside... what inside?? from this damn hot body lah.... yerp.... mom said, there's nobody could change myself unless my own self... how sweet and precious of words... sbb tu adik syg mak.... see touching lak... alahai ain.... ain is juz a big girl... i know the time insist me for being budak yg mcm2 jenis perangai.... dunno will end for these... abaikan... i learn from the rumours of life... saying that i have no shy utk jd mcm2.... but it's surely not a necessity..... too wordy... i am ignorant.... help myself won't bring a changes..... do need someone else to keep helping me... alahai... gatal sebenarnya.... tiada apa utk dibicara buat masa ini.... syg hisyam.... fullstop...
.......tata.........

Friday, September 7, 2007

terima hakikat

arineh is bezday 'the soul'...huhuhu.. he is my soulmate till the end... luv u uh...but the hakikat that i should accept dgn tabahnya is bout the amount of salary... wtf... how it comes with a small figure as it compares to my job.. means the result of my job including the day i used to work a couple of week b4.. amat saket ati.. but juz terima hakikat.. it's my gaji yg tiada potongan epf or etc.. nama pun part time... blink...blink... since left there, how seronok there is no more sejuk.. sejuk is cold.. hhmmm... buhsan with the opis story... back to the title above which refer to my gaji.. have much of list need to use it.. but know lah byk nih je dpt, mana nk cukup for those expenses... i had list them a month b4... i was excited... damn lah sgt.. next week da puasa maybe... then will raya soonly.. baju raya tiada lagik.. alahai... hhmmm... today mom n dad go to penang.. they leave me a job which have to be a good baby sitter...
baby sit for my iva dayana... she rocks my world... iva yg amat chumel... then now see i've sudden forget the damn salary... abaikan.. hmmm... i missed hisyam... we were unable to celebrate the birthday... it's quite fine... juz a days need to wait 4 ur kepulangan... wah... ayat tak hengat.. nak jiwang je... blah...blah.... this pretty eyes are juz willing to sleep... i wish to sit me down on my almari baju... crap words... gtg...
....tata....

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

branch is best

here with me...yerp...branch is juz a cool idol for me being a good guitarist..but me able to play the bodo2 songs which are always sumbang mahram saja bunyi... hhhmmmm....what else..cita2 wish to be a great economist a.k.a an accountant..hahaha..wtf...sounds hebat..but heart is so into this kind of music and arty farty stuff...in simple word is edit the pic till look it hawt.....hard meaning to meant..wuteva lah...korang da besar pjg nk view dis blog dan memahami sendiri...hhhmmm....btw, this is my 1st post...will b more hottest than this soonly...must have a big patience in waiting...
....tata....