Monday, December 17, 2007

satu malam

this is night no more..already morning..mom will scold me afterwards once she noticed that i'm yet sleep and keep sitting front of this monitor...sometimes i juz heard the door is slamming...dunno where it is come from..hhmmm...then i juz get thinking and remembering the moment when i was in school-hood...still missing those things...i used to can't stop myself being hunger of wicked..i used to play truant the school...not truant the class..but the school...but i was a prefect student....i was dumb maybe...it's indeed of worthless..because when now i get thinking about those bad deed, i am such a fool...i can't heal the fate..means my fate for now..then the word that i always use nowadays is 'if'...if i could change myself since in my school-hood...if i'd be able to think my future life clearly since in beginning... if i'm not that kind of loss person..yeah...if i force myself to study and be a good one for parents...because they are actually suppose no to be fraud...hence i am lost...lost in everything...when people surround me proud with their good yield in study...owh girl...u are none of succeed...being lost when they are almost done their journey...but me still waiting for...waiting for...what kind of waiting it is...blame myself..i cant stand this humiliation anymore...so when gonna try to be the new one...i try to keep hanging on my life...do change maybe...hhmm....i sudden in tears..lots of terrific of my own vice....my own stupid mind...this is such a suicide...then get back alive by holding new fate of life...astaghfirullah....hhmmm....it's 4 in the morning...i am start hungry...so maybe i should napping myself when i'm started starving...anyway...mom, i do love u..really...indeed...
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kenduri-kendara

a very happy 'peranten baru'.. huhuhu... she's my new kakak ipar... so waiting for kak yaya lak.. hhmm.. has been done the kenduri in phg.. that is bentong.. my lovely hometown.. i was tiring after that kenduri.. so kaki seem already patah... hmmm.. thnx for those that did come to kenduri.. me shot this pic when kenduri juz finished.. more pic will be uploaded in 'flickr.com/chantekbelaka'....
......mekaseh......

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

tummy

owh....i am so depress....juz a simple tekanan...b, u got that hot one already..u didnt even realize u are among that kind of 'em....owh...owh...manis bicara...hmmm...tummy yg buncet...maybe i got the asthma that was come from u syg...a bit breathless...since the body become fat lah...not really fat...this is ain't no fat lah syg....manis nya kata2...huhuhu...xkesah larr what i used to be, u are such my golly sandra...hahaha...u often tease me with the eisley thing.....ahhh....they are better than the other band yg dah tercemar otak nya dgn anasi-anasi endon yg stupid...so here is my hand with the rising finger fuck...hahaha...seronok gado pasal semua neh...hhmmm....then here is home story...there have a lot of 'jajan'...huhuhu...i mean the keropok-keropok yg xelok dimakan...me n sis went to heboh2 then roughly bought the mister potato with the kuantiti yg byk....it's saja...we have no other thing to buy...since the silky stall pad with girly stuff n girly org...hahaha...then ushar hotlink lak...owh shit ahh korg org hotlink...muka semua nk ketat...cm kimak je maseng2...they are less of courtesy...biar kan...hmmmm....who else need to eat those 'jajan' unless me...so this tummy getting berlipat again...again n again...seems like lagu jewel...the simple ladies girl yg rock...i'm her big fan...so this is one of my way that let abglong knows what kind of music that i listen to...hhmmmm....blah...blah....sedang gusar akan lipatan...
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Saturday, December 1, 2007

sangat-bodo

xtau apa yg sgt bodo...i juz arrived at my home...we got ramble juz now...hhmmm...we were totally being in muddle...we then pecah kepala get thinking bout our own business...hhmmm...i ate the lolipop...thanx for giving your smobee that lolipop which come along with something like whistle maybe...i flew it out.. hahaha...hisyam...rendu...rendu...chenta...chenta... actually i'm planning the project of something art...owh...i am fucking art-sick...since i even know the value for those seni...i then now sparingly having made some kind of stuff which will be able to help me in money matter...sounds good...very good lah...despite the intention is begin with main2...suddenly it comes in a great support from manusia surround me...maybe...i'll ask korang that kejadian...hahaha...tah apa lah...hhmmm....my post title is sgt bodo...xde apa yg bodo...maybe the internet connection yg cm agak babi...semua web xleh nk bukak....nothing else here....
ain hot...ok....
........p.e.a.c.e.........