Wednesday, October 29, 2008

i'm fat

itu je mampu utk ckp...sbb aku sgt gemok woo....yeah...i'm currently living in unhealthy life... makan selagi mampu... berenti selepas membuncit.... lack of exercise.. bagus lah... begini ah life during this break... i think the age is a main reason utk gemok some more...aku da tua saat ini... hmmm... so i asked my sis how to get a healthy diet.... she's so terror lah in diet.. that's why dia mampu jadik model yg maseh kachak though she already got iva... so firm grasp in diet... tahniah utk beliau... hmmm.. then myself adalah pemakan terhebat... honestly, i never treat myself to do some limitation in eating... kakak slalu ckp aku mmg mkn cm antu.. sbb dulu2 bile mkn, mesti aku x gemok.. i just don't know why dulu jiwa dan fizikal xpernah gemok walau mkn cm setan... apa2 lah org nk panggil aku, tp aku xpernah heran... sbb aku maseh bajet maintain... hahaha... but now, hotak ko ain.... ko da xleyh nk bajet2 maintain lagik... semua perlu dijaga... huhuhu.. so depress oh... as of now, i just trained myself to be more discipline in biting any sort of food.... woaahhh... now i'm pretty know that's why so many girls out there deadly try to loose their weight so obviously... lagik dasyat siap muntah diri sendiri after enjoyed the dishes... ini mungkin lbey sesuai dipanggil kind of stupid girl lah... knon cm lagu Pink-Stupid girl... the reality of life... i never believe bout this at all... but since i'm trying to loose my weight, patut lah ramai wanita jadik bodo sbb nk chantek...hahaha... wtf... xperlu semua ini.. ape2 pun ko kene idop dlm keadaan yg sehat... exercise every single day... eat only a healthy ones.. jgn bazir duit pd mekdi lagik... hahaha.. slmt tggl aym mekdi... ape lah aku merapu... hmmmm...
...........selamat senja nan merah..........

Thursday, October 23, 2008

they are sampah masyarakat

i recent felt so sick of rakyat indon in malaysia...they are certain just being okay with local citizen but rest of them are sgt FUCK...i'd rather said that they are totally seem as a sampah masyarakat...i wrote this post while i'm waiting for going to my aunt's house...so i sudden feel so angry with manusia berbangsa indon since yesterday my boyfriend has been voodooed by them...rumor say that they are so terror lah in magic power...what the fuck power is there anyway!!! so what the hell proud that you want to show in my country?? are you going to find rezeki yg halal here or being a great rascal in our eyes(malaysian)?? actually, my bf had storied me that when he went to 7-eleven in the morning hour yesterday, then when he just arrived there and just closed his car door, there were two 'minah indon' sudden came and approached him...after that, he lost his mind... he was only realized when himself was already in his house.... at last, he realized that he had lost his money RM300 + his handphone + hand watch + polo jacket....(i don't think so these are pretty enough for them to rob my bf anyway)..... after he was fully awake from his dizzy, then he just noticed his foot finger was getting hurt because its nail was sudden lost....(at this point, i really have no idea what was going on with his foot finger).... but whatever it was, this is one of voodoo activity from their country that often called 'PUKAU'.... those malay often know bout this... actually i'm ignorantly don't have any praise word on them about this... because they always made up a stupid propaganda that ruin our peace so badly.... in this case, my bf has no prove to made a police report or even the police might ignore him once... so we have no right and justice on this at all because indon-indon got a magic power.. what the fuck... so when this kind of 'pukau' will over ?? actually there have a lot of cases that similar to mine in malaysia... but sometimes, government seems got no right for all these happen... this might be as usual thinking, for me there has a secret corruption among government people.... so what i could ever do dude??.... as supposedly, we can avoid them(indonesian) from staying here or even avoid from recruiting them for a job in malaysia... but too less passion in doing this... and as a result, all the local citizen will be like this.... some more, i couldn't bear to say that sometimes our youth also got a very less passion in succeeding themselves... they prefer to 'lepak' by doing nothing... no intention to think of future.. so they refused to find a job... this is most probably that insist malaysia to accept a non-limit entering of outsider... and as a result, the sum of indonesian is increased in our country... why we got a lack of everything???... hhhmmmmmmm.... i'm proud to be malaysian but this gonna make me feel a huge of regret.... most of indonesian in our country barely thinking of their citizenship.. they done a much of crime in malaysia... i had thought bout this since in last week...but eventually it happened to my bf on yesterday... so this is a great impulse of mine because i need a peace lah wahai malaysia tanah airku....
..........berubah lah semua...........

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

begini dan begitu

since i felt great with this messy room, then i just gave a pretty well concern on each thing for it..i never own a very much money for everything...some say i was born to be in type of stingy person...i rest my case..lebih mulia jika dipanggil berjimat...so i actually own the money in many count...that is why i bought a lousy fuck shawl and so on for the simple renovation for room of mine...this is unpleasant affection from my final exam..i got no idea for it...just hope to get a word PASS...not sound so good uh...wuteva...hmmm...so back to the story at the begin, last day i went to TAR road with abgngah...i never so often for being there..there's only for those who having a budget shopping instead...i mean u could find a word cheap for every single things there...i was included in that kind of budget shopping...hahaha...noticed that abgngah forgot to bring his d4o...it was not bring some regret since ari juga hujan...hmmm...most indian people filled the road and that was giving me some realise bout hari deepavali..no wonder when part of them kept looking at us because we ain't looked like indian at all...good one...hahaha..my hair doesn't look like malay either....when started compare my own hair, i was recently cut my hair..i cut myself...eh nope...actually my kakak sgt hebat...she was helping me with haircut..actually her result is awesome...i have to pay nothing, that's why she deserve to be called kakak yg hebat...hahahaha... some say i got a korean look... woah....perasaan oh...whatever pun, aku mmg pemalas dlm soal penjagaan rambut...i don't really care if i look dumb with this new look on my head... ade juga mengatakan dgn sikap pemalas aku ini gonna bring me a very cute look...woahhh...perasan lagik... itu kata2 manusia di sekeliling... i now how far i could be in very cute or hot position... gigi aku maseh panjang lah...hahaha...ok2...yesterday i had changed my room look..1st of all, thanks to my beloved abgngah, he often give me some help in everything... i shifted out some stupid shelves so that i able to decrease a count of it... sometimes bilik ini tiada hala tuju...ok lah...so i created a very creative look for my closet...for me, it's chantek indeed... yes, yesterday when i called my mom, i said "mak, adik g beli brg2 nk chantekkan bilik"... then she replied,"yeke, rajen nye, nk wat cmner kamu mmg bdk yg creative"....hahaha.... mekaseh mak... so after all done, i promised to pay a burger king for abngah.... since he helped me a lot juga... sbg ganjaran.. huhuhu.... finally, i just don't think of bilik ini lagik... last night i slept earlier than usual.... tired.... i had planned to be a bonuslinker again within my cuti skola... yet to know it because myself malas dan mahu jadik org seni yg terbaek during this cuti... rindu pada kawan2... at the hell end, each begitu dan begini within this very short week is satu kegembiraan yg sgt kecil utk dilihat oleh mata ati aku sendiri... sbb aku sgt selalu lupa utk ckp terima kasih pada tuhan...
.......alhamdullilah........

Sunday, October 5, 2008

waste masa

sepetang ahad.................


Q:what time right now??
A:"owh awal lagik"



Q:lama x agk2 kalo main gita?
A:"x gak..sbb aku da lame x maen"



Q:bile nak mandi??
A:"ondewei lah neh...tp rase cm nk berak dlu"



Q:eh ari hujan ke??
A:"ala malas nk angkat kaen aku sidai td..."



Q:have i took my lunch??
A:"oh belum lagik..td sibuk mkn kuah laksa je"



Q:buleh x nk tgk tv jap??
A:"buleh kot..sbb da lame gak xtgk"



Q:again,what time right now??
A:"pe nk jadik aku byk bazir masa"



Q:so what should i do??
A:"senyum dan buka mata utk buku"



Q:then what for i am keep typing this post??
A:"sbb meja study aku dpn pc....idop aku berlandaskn internet"


........blurrrrpppppppp.............


Saturday, October 4, 2008

selamat hari pekse

i hate raya sometimes...but my this coming final peperiksaan gonna let me miss the raya once...xbuleh raya dgn ati yg suka lagi duka...note that i am actually got a very worst baju raya...ini lah dikatakn jika xreti menjahit but highly intend to be a very glam tailor....be cleared, that sort of tailor is ain't me...aku pembaca buku yg terhebat saat ini...hmmmm...
this is a very Saturday evening... while i am studying the subject of finance, i have started snapping my notes by using abngah's lensa... that's why at least i got a more time to spend in my blog...i do hate my coming exam on next week indeed...there's no sort of pleasure when i have to force myself to get reading the buku pelajaran, nak pulak bile aku being in sambutan hari raya...bersabarlah utk mencapai sedikit kejayaan...sigh....i couldn't bear for this unwillingness....hmmmm.... ape2 pun, slmt ari raya kpd manusia yg beragama islam dan rajen berpuasa...padahal aku pemalas gak poser oh...huhuhu...ain mmg bijak memonteng... mahap zaher dan baten...
..........selamat.........