melihat dan lihat

terkilan... i took so long gap in believing my yesterday shirt to vent some worse out.. benar blog itu sangat mengaddictkn atau mengghairahkan... hmm.. i've done a lot of things.. by letting this 'yesterday shirt' keep quite unreasonaly, there is such some friggin cool deciding rather than keep venting tanpa sebab musabab... in my very last weeks, sometimes i was really outta mind.. u know when i embarrassed myself with some new haircut.. owh it ain't embarrassing.. it ain't bluffing.. it was just been cut... i've come out with no idea pasal rumor said, u got that misha look ain, seriously!!... owh.. this is really perceivable... cut the crap by stating perasan itu lebih berperasaan... baek... hmmm....

my abngah just done his kenduri kawen... i had storied about his akad nikah in this entry.. he also took a very long gap to make his kenduri at my family side.. this is not part of the story to write on... i've just linked with his kenduri instead... all pictures will be uploaded soon in chantekbelaka since all are influence me with an exhausted feeling.. myself really got it.. still..

hmm... aku sangat tidak stabil... every single me are so redundant.. being let go all instability with sake of "i've already settle 'em out"... here i know how further i had crawled my life without proper thinking and searching... let go itu begitu bangsat.. jadi berfikir itu lebih mendekatkan pada penyelesaian... it couldn't be completely over.. but it might be partly over... or it should be habiskan semua runsingan dengan bersendiri... all of thoughts are really fuck up...

.......kamben.......