Thursday, December 10, 2009

bila akan?

*i suppose to post this entry in few days back but Marina had arrived at my doormat to have an out with me.. maka, ia disimpan dahulu dan hari ini barulah disiarkan..*


at somehow, you will realize that you are not relying your day life to people.. everyone's changing.. respecting others won't and never give you a piece of great at all.. nope, ok pardon me, at somehow the respect word is pretty ruin my mind badly.. maka, aku akan tukar kenyataan awal ini.. sebenarnya hidup perlu hormat manusia sekeliling kerana the karma is so real.. or else, don't trust people.. mahu kah kau hidup tanpa ketawa sinis sekalipun.. aku pernah kata, hiburan di keliling stereng kereta.. so, how to avoid them from happening.. apabila kau runsing, maka kau takkan avoid sekalipun.. mengapa mahu kerunsingan padahal jaminan kau sudah disediakan sejak beberapa tahun yang lalu... ini lah dikatakan manusia kaut dan out of mind tanpa sebab yang baik...

i was missing my ex lecturer just now.. while eating at some place alone, i started to think about my very few months back stories.. ok, here got plural for the word of story.. meaning that it must be a lot of cerita.. dan apabila cerita itu menjadi banyak, maka aku senyum sendiri.. ok back to that missing thing, i had messaged her.. the best part is when she realized that no one could replace myself to be a quite close student to her.. tiada apa lagi untuk dilakukan selain senyum sendiri lagi, jadi aku tamatkan makan malam seorang diri tanpa segelas air pun di meja.. betul lah tu, aku memang kedekut.. or to be exact, berjimat...

.........alasan..........



Berfikir: untuk orang lain
Bercakap: untuk orang lain
Bermimpi: untuk diri sendiri
Soalan: bila pula mimpi itu akan jadi kenyataan?

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