huruf b nombor 8

i describe my very own drown with the view beside... i'm strongly in ruining my buku with outing.. berlagak macam sang rimau... few days back, i was greedy.. everything must be done without ranking... is that sounds greedy?? tak kesahlah... but i treat myself with crappy that very please to desire them much... sepetang atau seharian aku bagai hidup tanpa haluan.. kiri dan kanan buat aku hangen... hmmmm.... dust is just been cleaned... shawl getting stinky.... closet is already stuck with the unpleasent shopping... everything got an awful desire... aku sangat menjengkelkan.. i screw anything with sikap yang macam jamban.... hmmmm.. exam is coming around... insaf lah si polis sentri....

..........hangen.........

padah untuk setiap kemalasan

Five questions without such a proper answers.... soalan ini dikarang sendiri agar aku lebih bermotivasi dalam pelajaran... kau peduli apa bukan...

1. Is that a decision to stick to the book is enough to say that I am trying the best I could in my study?
2. Am I liable to keep catching up every single things that I purposely left in my past days?
3. Did I have a title of hell rock if I am living without a piece of sense thinking??
4. Is that fuck or been fucked when I never heal the anxious but I mostly prefer the detainment??
5. Aku bodoh atau bijak?

Probably I've sudden have a good mood to be that proper since they still in doubt without launching to any dead point instead... so here i answer myself... ngaaaaa.... gila apa ain ni.. sendiri soal, sendiri jawab... hahaha....

1. That decision is pretty cool... (cool lah sgt)... but i started gambling myself with unreasonable wasting habit.. so it's apparently been uncool at all.. OK!!
2. Yes, I am completely liable for those stupid-purposely-left ... there's no reason to refuse to be a responsible person for this... OK!!
3. Jangan nak perasan ada dapat title rock ain... cuba lah jadik orang yang berakal dan waras dalam berfikir...
4. Yeah, the answer is both... Fuck and been Fucked... berubah ain!!
5. Aku bijak.. itu memang pasti.. so i have to keep the courtesy for being that bijak ever after...

Hence, aku tidak lah papa-kedana dalam semua ini... maybe i shall prepare the 'take a bow' word for myself if all these are endless... apa aku sedang kentot ke saat ini?? tiada alasan.. jadi, berubah itu adalah harus hukumnya...

..............menjahit atau berenang...............

halted

i just arrived at home.. today i forgot the exact time for my class.. so i prepared myself pretty early as supposed to... when i was waiting for my turn at the traffic light just now, i blew the breath unsparingly... i thought i was late for that class.. as usual, being insatiable while driving is a part of myself... so, everything will going to give me a bad temper... hmmm.. then as arrived at the class, it was empty... in short, padan muka aku... hahaha.. this was my first time to forget the timetable... poor me... hmmm.. owh ok.. actually leave mere two weeks for my final exam.. damn fast.. but how could ever grumble the time flows.. sink or swim, i have to make them done greatly.. or maybe successfully... or maybe smartly... but i ought to avoid a sense of forceable... coz i almost burn the laziness... bagus-bagus... hmmm... aku pelajar sekolah yang tinggal di rumah sendiri....

propa

*aku simpan post ini sebab tak tahu nak post tak...takut bersifat macam melampau... yeke??*

i made a long break for nothing... everything i do is unreasonable... but at least i gained some worth thing within the break.. on last few days, i read the common magazine that i prefer to learn from... yeah, the words they used in that magazine are extremely good for my improvement.. or maybe i only listen to abngah's advice for that good manners some more... he's mentoring me everything.. the music is deeply come from him either... or maybe i should change my adorable person to him... sad to be heard.. (oh is that hell sad??)... but sometimes i learn everything in my very own home... since i was small, abah insisted me to read a newspaper.. honestly, i refused to... but it's worth for myself.. that was my kid good deed to my parents.. but now, i dig everything up as based on my own pleasure.. if it wasn't included, then i started to refuse... boleh ke bertindak begini?? sangat tak bagus...

owh yeah, about the magazine above, i've interested to the topic which slightly talk about how to boycott US's products and sources... the point that was fascinating me when the writer complained about one of ex-politician in M'sia.. he said that ex-politician is the person that forced us to stop buying any goods from US but unfortunately that ex-politician is still using those US goods... so, the writer started being insult whilst writing about that ex-politician.. that's why i love that writer.. he never pretending to be part of any corruption.. so he always act like diri-nya-konon-macam-bagus... tapi macam bagus beliau sangat masuk akal... dan apa yang beliau kata banyak yang betul... and i know who that ex-politician.. hmmmm...

for example he slightly said, we can't afford to boycott any goods from US... coz we are using them in every single thing in our daylife... yeah, maybe some say i am giving a bullshit statement here.. but it's truth ok.. now u look at your computer or even laptop that u are currently used, may be brand of microsoft XP or vista or apa jenis lancau lah... so those lancau are US's products is it??... then how u boycott on this goods huh?? ok now we go a bit further, i give a very simple example is about blogging.. the web that provides any free blog for us are oftenly come from US... tak yah lah nak pikir web blog yang jauh-jauh.. web blogspot ini sudah memadai... kau kata nak boycott barang US... tp kau masih guna semua service mereka pulak kan... woah.. so sad... or maybe i give a google is an example... tak ke itu juga dari US... then what say u???

aku kurang arif dalam hal ni, tapi bila aku baca that magazine, then i realized that we can't be able to avoid from using US's products... don't categorize me as a part of cruel person who is supporting their cruel activities in Palestin.. but all are logical... then i conclude all these as maybe i should do everything bersama-sama dengan niat yang ikhlas.. jadi aku berniat bahawasanya aku tak mampu nak boycott mereka tapi tujuan aku beli barang mereka tanpa niat nak bantu mereka untuk berperang.. sebab aku sedar Tuhan itu tahu apa niat kita yang sebenarnya.. ok...

the magazine is from local.. so no propaganda here i think so... maybe u love to know this further, cari lah sendiri magazine named "Off The Edge"... keluaran bulan ini.. ok... mekaseh...

mengerat rambut

being loser is so-naked... that's it for the quote of this week.. i even tend to kill that so-naked feeling... but sometimes u gonna be that kind of loser without willingness... i found myself in the cage of stupid barn.. while others are seeking the good place beyond that cage, but i've been left behind with along binatang buas di dalam itu barn... apa yang aku bazirkan di sini?? tenaga dan keupayaan menjadi ain yang sebenar... that waste is so-naked.. there's must be a reason to say, "i am fine, a very thank you to everyone"... but that reason is sounded act... it's firing my very long hold for not having cilaka looking instead... benar... aku mengelamun dan membebel pada diri sendiri jauh lebih hanyut dari dunia reality.. aku kurang pasti.. tapi aku memang macam ni... i am choked... persetanlah perihal ini... but here the new hair... yeah seems finally... i dare to have this short hair at least.... mind if i say that "aku memang chumel apa"... hahaha... suka hati woo nak perasan bagaimana sekalipun .... ngaaaa..... dan ini dia 'FUCK'...

'B' for bangkai

my morning hour is a noon... which is the hour that i most prefer to get out from my bed and say, "hello dunia, aku baru bangun tido"..... but it's terrible.. i couldn't see morning hour as i have to.. but i know it's not an uncanny style to be like this... sometimes people being lazy as hell superb than they haven't to... or may be i should cut my guts to feel like oh-darl-i-feel-lonesome-today, so that's why i lazed my morning hour with that long sleep... ini semua karutan yang aku karangkan... but that long sleep is a truth... let it be.. hhmmm.... for the best thing to be rememberred is the day that called yesterday... the love that already been eight times to stick to... so it was bliss.. we haven't celebrate as a very-high-class-dating... jadi makan nasi ayam hailam lebih menarik apa... hahahaha... hush... hush... hush... so the word 'bliss' is quite enough to descibe all that.... ok.. hmmm.... it leaves less than three weeks for my final peperiksaan.. woahh.. gila cepat i reach at the end of my sem... nuts... so that's why i started slowing my blogging habit.. or even i never have a keen hand to stop in wasting my time limit with crap thingy... all are ridiculous... i will catch the death if i let myself for being within this always-giving-a-reason-for-my-every-stupid-waste.... GET YOU HENCE cik ain !!!!.... baek...baek.. aku sedang berubah apa...

............penat wooo.........

perlahankan kegilaan sendiri

what the fucking purpose to have this stupid sounded 'sengau' cover song... hahaha.. nothing much unless for the first time videoing my cik kapok... gila sengal aku.. hence, i beg the forgiveness if u feel macam nak sepak muka aku bila dengar suara sengau macam unta... hahaha... actually i have a bad day today.. coz i got a problem with my shit abolition... saket perut woo raser macam tak berak sepuloh hari... sounded disgusting... but peduli apa aku... hmmm... i got no idea but why the day that called Monday is the day i hate most.. often to hate.. but never to love or even wait for... manusia gila je suka hari yg bergelar hari isnin.. hmmmm.. i am gaining the ilmuan.. so i would start slowing with blog thingy..

...........selamat jalan semua...........