junkie and homeless

i've found a fact which is sound like nothing is everything.. so count on those nothing.. i stopped my dreaming by saying, "kau perlu usaha ain.. takut tu jalan yang sihat juga"... owh ok.. maybe i need a strength to quit myself from being part of day dreamer.. rindu lah aku kalau aku dah tidak lagi di kiri dan kanan kau.. bagusnya untuk dinilai dan dihargai.. hmmm...

yesterday i was being again nocturnal.. as usual.. but it was until i could see the dawn in the morn'.. what the best word for this deed?? as muslim, subuh itu yang pertama dalam hari-hari kau... hmmm.. then i started to do my self-captured.. ini hakikat.. bila kau tak tahu apa untuk dibuat, buat lah sekadar apa yang kau suka tapi bukan dalam keadaan terpaksa.. maka hasilnya, begini.... what i could ever say when again flickr is updated.. and here the picture that maybe could explain what is the title of this entry is really about.. it ain't junkie.. nor homeless.. but seriously nothing is everything when you can see how brilliant of view you could snap while waiting for the dawn was breaking... that is me... thank you... applause...

penuh dan kosong

owh ok perkara yang sama diulang seakan kosong.. bila sekali sekala, ia menjadi sedap.. aku kurang kosong bila tak lagi sekerap dulu.. makan nasi tiap-tiap ari juga tidak mengapa.. mak cakap "kau takkan gemok hanya makan nasi"... kau tau tak bila kau harapkan kau jadi gemok hanya dengan nasi, maka kau berfikiran sial... andai kata kau harapkan muka selicin lantai bila letak clorox sekalipun di muka, owh ok... cukup lah kata "tak semua yang aku assume akan berlaku, maka ia berlaku"... bila anganan setinggi bas ekspress, kau ingat kau boleh lawan lori mayat ke... sedar lah diri dan berpijak di dunia realiti... hmm....

i just started my classes... i mean the new semester is still in beginning.. what the hell truth when i've already change my field... what the best word for abah when he could able to find out my very nuts decision either.. so be it.. i am crazier than i must be.. somebody said, "you aren't crazy but you are only lay 'em on yourself.. that's it"... yeah sounded great harshness anyway... aku tak berapa pasti apa sebab perlu harsh dalam kata-kata... i am lost of idea when person become less of originality in talking... kenapa perlu harsh seperti mereka... mak kata itu influence.. aku tau mak hebat.. dia cakap sampai kadang-kadang menyakitkan mata aku, tapi aku tau dia ensem dari abah... so tidak mengapa...

life is a small rotation.. once you stabbing around, probably you will becoming a next person to be stabbed.. fairness.. being innocent is really cool... a good pretender... menahan saket kadangkala menjanjikan terbaik.. kau tahu kau tak kuat bila kau kata kau lemah.. padahal mentaliti manusia sangat sempit untuk digunapakai bila keadaan terdesak... aku dah cuba untuk tidak sempit.... hmm... maka bilik aku kena lebih luas agar aku tak sempit.. ada efek ke?? mak kata ada... aku ikut je..

being trusted is sort of annoy... bukan ke tidak mempercayai itu lebih thrill????

so Jung

i crawled a great spacious lane beyond my life... while believing all things are really sweet to be memorized, then i ought to let 'em really go respectively... hmmm.... kind of naive for seeing my very ahead by only thinking bout others perhaps... none of lordliness...

i always come out with a pride assumption.. i am grumbler if i wish so.. but 'nice' is sort of nicer way of talking and assuming.. so i am truly nice person at some time... jung is so pure for me.. then, the nice me is always pure for jung..

yesterday is great.. today is better... you know that you would put a crap on word when you are really sick of your life wheel.. indeed... i am practically okay.. some say, "u haven't seen in okay at all"... be a pretender.. it could be friggin' cool juga kadangkala...

mak saya sangat baek... beliau orang paling mulia in my entire life.. so i learn to have a piece of strong from herself... luckiness to have her.. so this is a most reason to say i promise to take care of jung...

.......................tidak sehebat tuhan........................

a girl named kira-kira

i just get twittered... naahh... everyday must be twittered perhaps... currently at somewhere that so called the place to service encik V... thanks for a certain facilities provided here as if i couldn't see my blog at all.. now i kill the boredom as usual by using a book that been listed in my-book-that-never-been-read-since-i-bought-it.. i lazed everything with a late movement.. so sparing...

last few days were the day that myself most tend to be with family.. actually i always be... saja je pasal aku begitu feel homely... owh ok... i just knew one word in Japan... that is 'Shizukani' that gives a meaning of hush... i love to have learn Japan words.. one of my friend honestly said, "Japan and Korea languages are tough"... she's a very good beginner-speaker that slightly fluent to speak in these two languages.. how damn cool are you.. haha...

naturally, i have to have histerics when i almost couldn't find my wallet.. most sure thing when Iva keep playing with all stuffs inside then roughly pull 'em out without knowingly how mad i will be... the wallet is so poor.. when i said poor, it never give a meaning of always-doesn't-fill-of-money... my penny are always poor.. you know that you are poor person when you couldn't bear to stop your spending.. really poor to handle every part of yourself... when i was in Penang, i didn't see the money are fastly blowing... that was very nice physically consumption..

i always heal my glum with strumming... i started to create my very own not of singing... most lyricist really use their emotion while writing... you know that the more glumly you are, the best of aging you can be... women are pretty good in maturing themselves forcingly... a thing that sounded so hell...

............aku normal..........

no one sleeps when i'm awake

this is my very first time to write a title instead of keep typing a piece of words for the entry... like mushi said, "tajuk selalu paling susah nak tulis"... what the indeed hardness anyway... we often think that kepayahan and really mind on each word obviously... owh ok... that is people... hmmm...

it has been a days i haven't update anything here... my current mood is so called instability.... i throughout the day with a less of goodness... a huge emotionality condition...

making a stupid riot while handling every part of confusion.. then you are going to be okay.. a friend of mine is so pathetic.. she would started all these in an intention to make me laugh as freeze as i were in a fridge.. but u might be that dumb sheep without minding of how very open-stated that you are being at...

seriously the title is when i am listening to the The Sounds... lately i prefer myself to learn sort of new listening.. everyday must be in new listening mode..

begitu sedikit

how to describe a picture?

the only answer:
sincerity

iklan itu apa?

semalam dah tulis sket.. tapi rasa tak begitu teransang dan teruja.. so aku taknak tulis... menulis juga perlu situasi yang stabil dan bagus.. ok..

i love Lily Allen.. she's cute and owh ok you got the point of fringe haircut... so that's a most reason to call her that pretty cute.. i found a video of new cadbury chocolate that slightly named eyebrow.. sounds like that.. the video is for advertisement in somewhere overseas country.. probably UK.. lost of idea for that... but it's seriously friggin' cool... there have couple of kids that move their eyebrows by following the beat of music in that video.. here i embedded from youtube... i actually found it in youtube perhaps... ngeeeee...... seriously the music also fucking cool.. aku akan suka lagu ni.. haha...



owh ok back to Lily Allen.. actually she was invited to the talk show that so called The Sunday Night Project... she also did a same crazy eyebrows like these two kids did... hahha.. the thing is, myself almost couldn't recognize her in that video.. i couldn't embed the video from youtube.. here the link of it..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWEOHd9JNmk&NR=1

actually once i watched the video, i started to think that how advertisement really makes audience been influenced... then i started to think about Petronas also often make a very best ads for raya and so on... the creativity sometimes barely predicted.. that can be seen in the ads from Proton about we have to wear a seat belt while being in car... they made a video about a woman who is driving her car at some horror road and suddenly there has ghost in her car that doesn't wear a seat belt... iklan tu sangat seram dan bodoh.. aku takut nak tengok.. selalu nya iklan tu keluar time buletin utama.. tapi now i think the video is already been blocked since over seram.. there has a good subject in that video.. i mean Proton reminds us to wear a seat belt for safety purpose... but u know, there are sort of age groups of audience... i don't think so that most kids would able to understand the motive of that video.. yeah you know, that is what we call a creativity... here the link of Proton's ads video.... (i refuse to embed this video.. it's extremely horror...)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWEOHd9JNmk&NR=1

.........balik..........