Wednesday, July 29, 2009

sekarang

i have much things to do in my recent week.. still with a lack of strength in getting know how best decision i could ever do.. so i refuse to put everything as part of massive matters.. good... hmmm... owh ok... the collage above has been made for nothing... nahh... sure for updating this blog perhaps... i own loads of self snapped pictures... but why only 8 number of pictures are included in this collage.. nothing.. but i feel glad to see those 8 pictures.. and all of 'em are never been publicly uploaded to any of my blog or even flickr.. ok.. here a little explain of them... perlu ke?? kadang-kadang manusia perlu persetankan kata-kata sekeliling bila beliau rasa boleh handle kebagusan diri sendiri... itu sahaja...

1- itu teddy dan baju tido love-love yang dicintai
2- when you got nothing to do with your own toilet.
3- that's a model look.. aku tahu sangat menjengkelkan.. haha..
4- i can't live without that blue gadget.
5- ini tiada penjelasan.
6- stop capturing my face.
7- aku takde halkum maka ternyata aku perempuan tulen.
8- serabut dan selekeh itu seni di bilik tidur

Monday, July 27, 2009

glum

cuba ketengahkan segala perkara yang sudah ke tepi... aku bukan pembuat teh atau kopi.. aku pandai makan susu nespray sahaja... oh ok... hari ini bagai tidak sial... setiap hari perlu mendoakan terbaik.. bila terlalu kata sial, maka kau orang yang tidak beriman... agak kelmarin juga, kami bincang dan membuktikan sabar itu separuh dari iman.. kau hanya kata perkara ini di mulut.. tapi cuba praktikkan bila kau betul-betul hilang pegangan untuk lihat kebenaran dari tuhan... mungkin mulut kau menipu tapi mata kau jujur.. kenapa orang selalu kata mata tidak mampu menipu.. sebab mata itu kelemahan kita untuk menangis... andai kau ego sekalipun, cuba kau cari jalan hidup dengan keegoan, benar kau mesti sesat berbanding mencari kehidupan dengan menggunakan mata... sabar itu sesuatu yang begitu real..

while looking at my closet, my bro has found the small image... they keep teasing me when they already know the truth... it wasn't fine at all.. i never been far fine at all... manusia menjadi penceria terbaik bila beliau tidak mampu untuk senyum kadangkala... life is too short when you feel regret all of things are messing up in day by day... i've heard that abah would take some on leave in starting our fasting... yeah, this is fine... i've spent a lot of time and my pocket for cheering myself... ain't cool but might be wasting... all make sense that sink or swim, you are just a human that so called ain...

................waras..............

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

the sore point

you know that you will be in a stupid manners while handling your stupid relief... so all things would not being really granted... i mean this is world serious.. when you started to trust or believe to anything or sort of anyone, you know that it is just a subject of sore... this can't distinguish with embarrassing... ok... maybe cut your own crap by not really hope they will giving a good strength while you are seriously losing your grip... the cheerful you've been accepted is extremely pathetic... hidup dengan angan lebih mulia bila kau rasa nak harapkan sangat person for being beside of your anxiety... as what i've twittered, "all type of them are same... so good pretender.."

hmm.... jung buat aku rasa i've made a stupid relief.. i know how i able to handle myself... if i am given an option, aku nak lari... jangan kejar atau ikat aku sekalipun.. ok.. thanks for everything...

bila peperiksaan sahaja, aku stress... i mean the exam is not a main reason for the depression.. i am facing few of big deals in my lately... hair will be cut in my near soon... yes, the habit of mine when i really not in a good condition at all... hmmm... i never touch my guitar in a week.. i know how missing i am to feel the let go feeling when give even a simple strum.. i promise myself for not touching him... this is promise.. what else you can do when tears are so cheap in letting 'em out unreasonably... semalam dan semalam dan kelmarin begitu hebat.... belajar untuk tidak terlalu percaya juga mampu untuk hebat.... hmmm...

bukankah aku sebenarnya macam dah tahu??

..............nanti lah................

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

terajar

i've changed the color of braces.. on last week, my dentist said,"have u noticed in a mirror that your teeth is already in a good line"... ok, at that time, myself was pretty silent... i mean the suppose answer was yes, but i could only able to emit a 'yes' sign to him... begini, i always reluctant to answer when those dentists would keep asking me a question when they are operating the orthodontist on my teeth.. i really numb to say or even simply turn my head at that time.. but they so prefer to have a talk with me... aku tak kisah dan tak juga marah... budi bahasa mereka bagus dengan aku.. tapi sopan mereka sangat kurang... owh ok, ini bukan isu sekalipun... the braces is currently red... slightly red... itu sahaja...

i'm in fever and flu... keep sneezing in per second of my talk... i mean my speak often been interrupted by sneezing... maka cerita aku akan kurang... dan fikiran aku akan bertambah... seriously, when we prefer to be a very quiet person, actually we either choose in being dumb or just a knowledgeable... tak semestinya bila kau diam, maka kau bodoh... dan tak semestinya bila kau bodoh, maka kau tidak berpengetahuan... actually, i got a nude sindrom... i mean pretty trustworthy... i love to see people who are having a great life which is i'd rather to say "they are living in heaven, cause they would get as on what their own wanting easily"... when i say out this sort of statement, the person that i refer to must be truly live in heaven... the perfect of their life might bring such a worth envy to myself... yeah, it is worth... i could improve myself as rely on their heaven... bagus... but when they are seems so-called perfection, but they are actually do not... pernah ke tuhan beri semua kesempurnaan pada satu manusia sahaja??? maka, mereka ada kelemahan dan kelebihan sebagai manusia... not necessary to say that you have and know everything... neither good to speak nor live in heaven, you shouldn't conclude yourself seperti hebat... belajar dengan ketidaksempurnaan... betul... aku mengarut tapi tidak menipu...

today i was being late in the class.. i hate my teacher but she always give an okay face when i always prefer to come as late as only 20mins... haha.. only???.... i do not belong any punctuality in my life... i know this is not a good word to describe how poor of me to be on time person... disiplin tu kenapa perlu?? ok this is just a simple mention, actually i was a prefect in my whole secondary school... siapa suruh kat tempat sekolah sekarang takde perlantikan pengawas?? i started to imagine when i need to get to my current classes by wearing a uniform... seronok juga... i often attend my exam by simply putting on baju kurung dan kasut putih sekolah... aku lebih rasa teruja nak jawab peperiksaan... mungkin aku perlu jadi pengawas university untuk teruja datang awal ke kelas setiap hari... hmmmm.....

why people are trouble when they are in trouble??? i've tricked myself with this.. i repeat 'em in my whole day when i started to ruin myself with some trouble... you know that all are seriously seems such a blinky of rascal when they are just a bad life seed... bukan kah kau ada batas dalam hidup????... itu sahaja...

.....................berlari.....................

Friday, July 17, 2009

roti bakar


Why bother to separate waste when they're just trash?? ok look at the picture beside.. the art of mind.. everything must be in art.. if you are not included, then u might lost.. sounds crap when there has 'not-included'.. yeah i mean i really serious with the quote in the picture... they are just a trash... ok... i started to share everything with my very own house... the best person to be a good stopper in real life is your family... i mean to stop getting risky life.. or in a less of talk, sometimes you will feel like saya-lemah-dan-mahu-kuat-tapi-kat-mana-nak-cari??... sort 'em out using your house... it could be better.. hmm.. i am locking my finger to type some words here... bluff yourself that you are okay so that you will think of what else that you will afraid of... owh ok... i hate to be cheated.. coz the sincerity is a part of life needs.. also hate when seeing my own kind of cheating.. then roughly the person that i try to make this shit lie "eh tidak mengapa, aku okay sahaja", mesti rasa aku begitu gampang menipu dan berlagak kuat... mak kata aku anak yang keras ati... abah kata aku budak tak suka mengaku kalah... jadi siapa yang betul??? tak kisah lah... hmm...

everyone makes a stupid thought which is must be in a fake person so that they will becoming a cool pal indeed... tahu tak bila ada manusia yang macam rasa sangat cool bila membuat sikap ala-ala gadis plastik di sekolah tinggi negara america, mereka ini begitu sedih dan jengkel... is that a real you or just trying to be a plastic person??? sick.. owh rimas dan apa yang mahu sangat berlakon yang diri bagaikan bagus?? sigh.. kaya lah dengan kebagusan sendiri dan bukan membuat tonjolan yang tidak berpada hanya sebab kau ingat kau berduit.. hmmm.. melayu mudah lupa..

my midterm will be in my near soon.. so be prepared... cut some worthless by saying, ain bukan malas, tapi suka malas... apa-apa pun masih takde efek bila perkataan bukan digantikan dengan suka.. none of self-motivation... hmmmm....

.................durian.................

Thursday, July 9, 2009

kertas dinding

sorry to madd. aku buat benda ni lambat. ko tag aku awal june. tapi awal july baru nak buat. haha. aku sebenarnya tak suka nak jawab tag. tapi ini sahaja yang berkenan untuk dijawab pasal soalan ada tiga sahaja. kau ingat bila soalan tag panjang-panjang tu, ramai ke manusia yang nak baca sepenuhnya. semua tipu. ringkas itu lebih sedap. harap terhibur. sekian.

1) Anda perlu printscreen wallpaper anda yang tengah gune skang. jangan tipu2 ek
-padahal boleh je nak tipu kan letak je gambar rafeah buang ke.. haha.. 2) Bgtau nape anda suke wallpaper anda?
-tiada sebab yang kukuh. aku kerap tukar wallpaper. ini yang sedang digunakan.

3) Tag 10 people..
-perlu ke tag?? macam la orang nak buat benda alah ni. tak kesah siapapun.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

that's it

don't put on some high ego.. it is not a good way you show how love you are to a person that you ever belong to in almost your entire teen life... hmmm.... i always love this song.. a singer that includes in asian type.. all his cover songs are always in my list... and he's a great youtuber... sometimes they pleasure their fred or even strum easily but deadly incredible.. and sure yes if you are talented... but yet to give a rate on mine... i'm a kiddo... ok.. hahha... let's play the song, then all things will recover in my near soon... heal some ego, it could be better though...

Saturday, July 4, 2009

banyak

it has been a month kot i never use the federal highway.. maybe the lack of great traffic is a main talk.. or i never been those area unless myself is indeed and insist to be there... while i was heading to shah alam as be on that highway... that was sick.. the time was turning to six.. kind that time area.. i couldn't bear to flashback every single moment in my today life.. the time would explain how well you might be trapped in a traffic jammed.. i'm pretty less of interest to write such a so-diary word in this bajusemalam.. serious say which is i only story when it was just a story.. i refused to vent out when it was just sort of fuck up... the personal is being naked when you are showing them off immorally... what a foul mouth here.. yes, this is over-stated.. owh ok.. i was in a traffic jammed in an hour just now... still couldn't remember every moment at all... this could tell myself how i never catching a pleasure whilst sticking myself on that road perhaps... and here the views of one typical friday evening... and pardon the poor quality of the pictures.. are they??... ok a simple shoot and again just ignore the quality.. i'm not a best shooter... ergghh... aku snap mereka pasal semua ada sebab dan imbasan tersendiri... berangan...


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ok ini arah utama aku.. bandar anggerik...

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actually i was tired to see this car just ahead my car since the flat no is so annoying... bukan jeles.. tapi ok aku penat nak beri singakatan PDS untuk apa.. aku ada penyakit di mana setiap abjad pada nombor plat kereta yang aku lihat, mesti ada maksud dia sendiri... percayalah aku mesti beri maksud yang gampang.. baru lah hilang bosan masa memandu... jadi maksud PDS yang paling gampang apa dia??...

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if you are routinely use this highway, then you probably feel forcing to see this... trust me.. this digital signboard is helping you... tapi bila tiap-tiap petang lihat benda yang sama begini, jantung yang sihat pun sanggup hisap dunhill tiap hari..

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masa kecik dulu aku tak bengap sangat... sebab aku pernah terfikir benda alah nombor-nombor tepi jalan ni semua disediakan untuk kita belajar mengira... ada member aku dulu kata nombor tepi jalan ni adalah nombor jumlah kenderaan yang dah lalu di jalan tersebut.. sekarang nampak tak yang aku tak bengap sangat bukan...

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i have to say that i hate you most si honda city.. that's it... aku tahu dia tak bersalah...

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when i saw this, it reminds me about abah... my dad is a safety person who is working in a safety field of job... he would complain with all these... then mom would listen to him unwillingness... kebagusan emak mengawal keadaan... ensem gila...

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masa aku kecik dulu, aku tahu dua jenis motor je.. Cagiva dan Ducati.. tak sangka selama aku pernah lalu di jalan ni, baru nampak kedai Ducati.. if i were a guy, i would end up my age by having such a number of motorbike..

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while snapping this billboard, i had been surprised by car horn behind me... coz my lane was already in moving... gelabah je pakcik.. sebenarnya aku nak kata billboard ni aku tak paham apa... saya orang kampung.. naik kapal terbang pun lima tahun sekali.. haha..

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owh ok ni last and a little least... kalau antar polis gambar ni, sure kena saman... tak juga.. polis suka saman aku sebab parking sahaja... pilih kasih ke atau memang rezeki aku pada saman yang lain??...