kepuasan

what's satisfy you in your entire life.. the answer is nothing.. kerana manusia itu suka kaut.. this is the reason when mom will keep reminding me that there's no failure in everything you do because the intuition could lead you being a word of foolish.. life is wonderful.. no matter dumb you are, satisfaction should be your first prediction... that's it.. my probability to agree with her is extremely yes... ok, Vedera is my favourite band ever.. the singer's voice could make me feel so flying.. cuba lah dengar lagu di bawah ini.. mereka bagus bagai almarikasut... haha... yes, i wish to have like her face shape.. bermimpi.. ok satisfaction and hence i love mine.. belajar lah menghargai, tidak mengapa...



Perempuan: Menggunakan emosi.
Lelaki: Menggunakan kewarasan.
Kesimpulan: Emosi dan kewarasan menghasilkan kesempurnaan.

terbaik

tiada apa yang pilu dan sedih.. eh mengapa sedih yang dipilih dan bukannya kegelapan atau apa.. nothing here.. ok that's a lie when you say nothing.. nak bercakap juga malas.. jadi apa yang rajin? melihat fesbuk sahaja lah..

baik, apa motif gambar? kerana ini gambar terbaik di mata aku pada bulan ini.. juga dengan alasan malas, maka tiada gambar teruja chantekbelaka yang baru dihasilkan.. mengapa? masih jawapan hanya rajin pada fesbuk.. haishh... the pic below had taken when i was waiting for car service and a glass of nescafe` was served pretty nicely since i didn't bring any drink unless a packet of bread as only for my very lunch dishes.. that was a saddest day.. hmmm... aku rindu pada si nyamuk.. dan juga benci.. itu sahaja...



Kesalahan: Binatang peliharaan bernama 'Pokok' telah mati.
Pembetulan: Tiada kesalahan pada kematian. Memang nyawa tidak panjang.

bagus

while resting myself in this room, i got to think "hey, as if the room is provided only for rest manner indeed?"... oh ok, a new fringe curtains has been hanged here.. i mean just beside my pc table.. by throwing only fifty bucks for them.. it was like here you go my sweet penny though i am slightly broke.. hmmm... the good effect by doing a brand new changes, you know how it must be so called cool.. ok memang sejuk.. hujan every single day.. so stop with what kind of room that i always belong to.. they often say, "you never own a stability mode at all".. how poor it sounds.. the truth that you couldn't bear to see though you are blinded... that's friggin' poor.. people often trust other people with a high believe without thinking of rebounding.. everything is returnable.. a good deed more likely to be refused so that people would live in revenge mission... that's a stupid mission when you are lack of sense in thinking.. hmmm... yesterday i watched a movie.. i mean a New Zealand movie.. their english are really sad to be heard.. i mean the slang they used.. hahaha.. betul aku gelak tapi aku bom sampai separuh cerita...

i don't know why but i adore with any of beauty.. am i sounded gay stuff?? nope.. i love with fair skin.. envy with sort of peoples who own that friggin' fair skin..they are so special and lucky as compare to myself.. he used to say, "b you are completely in beauty, ok"... then it would end up with some tears.. yes, speechless.. hmm... and now i admire with a wall clock... sounded hell admiration kan.. the clock is so odd.. tapi cantik... just now, while having dinner with my sis at some place within this house area, she informed me bout the clock.. she found it at somewhere.. tahu tak aku akan membeli walau bagaimana sekalipun.. dan bagaimana dengan penggunaan wang kertas yang berlebihan pun boleh mendatangkan rasa kesusahan.. hmm... i love something that really odd... that's normal.. yes.. that's why i hang a cute pacifier in my car.. sama juga bila ingat semula hal rambut aku.. when one of my cikgu asked me to be in proper hair, i concluded that he was not so dare to have one like mine.. haha.. that's freak mind indeed.. kerana saya suka bercakap dengan diri sendiri..

i have no idea when people still in mood to see this blog or even give a read without fully knowing what am i talking about... tak semua akan faham apa yang aku karang.. kerana aku bukan pembuat essay yang berjaya.. when i was schooling, i never submitted any of my essay exercise book... betul aku memang pemalas.. siapa tak kenal dengan sifat malas.. jadi, jangan berkawan dengan aku.. aku bukan kalangan yang hot dan berguna... berjaya dengan sifat sendiri lebih membanggakan.. this might always make me to feel refuse to listen any advices from people.. you can advise me but not in so pushing.. i love to be in depression alone so that there's nobody would be pretty harsh pushing.. it same goes to when you want to sit down on the edge with a cheap smile, do please don't assume that you feel desperate to have someone to sit down beside you too.. people are choosy..

.....saya pemberontak.....

Take: Everything
Put: Anything
What's Left: Nothing

pelastik!

apabila kau mahu sangat makan kasut, sumpah kau sebenarnya mahukan ketenangan.. oh my poor conscious effort in calming.. i used to own many rings.. maybe i use them to lock any trouble so that i wouldn't kill any kebagusan dalam diri aku sendiri.. that's a crap indeed.. tiada kena mengena pun.. the rings were just a number that show how many finger that i always belong to.. ok, it's a ten.. i mean the normal person might suppose to have ten... dan aku normal.. atau aku mahu tambah sepuluh cincin pada jari kaki pula... betul, aku pengarut terhebat.. some say i'm good in mumbling.. you have to believe that you could talk to yourself silently .. surroundings are nothing... they are merely tidak berguna juga.. bercakap dengan diri sendiri lebih mengghairahkan... yeah, same goes to when Iva keep following me everywhere at home... she's a good friend of mine though we often refuse to be that good at all... you are in such a heaven life when family is everything.. ok, now mom is everything in my every single breath.. you ought to be lah ain si pemalas.. bagus apa..

i have a new pet named 'Pokok'.. i am not so into animal.. i used to have tortoise named 'Lori'... stop doubting their names... pernah tak aku kisah kenapa nama aku Ain? sekurang-kurangnya andai aku boleh membela babi sekalipun, aku akan beri nama beliau 'Lampu'... lebih sopan dan menerujakan diri sendiri.. pernah tak kadangkala kau nak teruja tapi kau takut pasal orang lain akan ambil bahagian soal keterujaan kau.. when sort of peoples really love my excitement and makes them feel oh-mahu-jadi-macam-si-ain-ponggong-ni-lah-sebab-boleh-rasa-teruja-juga... yes, i suppose to smile.. or else, "ok lend me your brain for one day and you know how different person i could completely change it till you can't even realize that yours is more exciting than mine"... cuba memulakan sesuatu dengan pemikiran sendiri.. people is so special differently.. cuba lah.. tidak mengapa...
ok now back to new scene of life.. menjadi hati sekeras pasir di pangkor, sangat bangsat kadangkala.. aku hanya teringatkan pada kehidupan di mana kau akan sedar hidup ini tidak pernah cukup kerana kau memilih topeng muka dengan tidak sehabis baiknya... ok, bagaimana kalau aku mahu pakai topeng muka berwajah Roti Gardenia? hebat, kau boleh makan aku setiap hari dan takkan suka aku lagi...


Kelmarin: Bila?
Semalam: Kenapa?
Hari ini: Ok, aku tak suka.