Sunday, April 4, 2010

mula sibuk

i've decided to live in 'holding'.. meaning that all 'aches' will be recovered soon... poor encik V... i washed him in this evening... i mean, yes i did myself... i've sudden in tears while looking at himself... tears really show that how much i put a love to him... while giving a look, then myself is slightly mumble 'aku-sayang-kau-maka-kau-akan-sihat-tidak-lama-lagi-ok-berjanji'... hmmm... that's why the holding is my very last talk...

aku ada dua harta kesayangan, encik V dan cik kapok... tapi pernah juga kadangkala kau memiliki harta hanya kerana kepuasan dan bukan menggunakannya sepenuhnya.. maka, ia bertukar menjadi satu wasting... yes, because of i am a belonging-freak... i love to have everything that seem been listed in my interest list.. i love to learn every single thing though i ain't included in expertise at all... pretty enough that at least i could learn and have them partly and not entirely... then i talked to cik kapok internally, 'nanti-kau-akan-semakin-jauh-dengan-aku-kerana-aku-sibuk-untuk-merawat-encik-V-ok'...

as if they both could hear me so... so that they will know how much i love them both... hmmm... same goes to people... we live in a range of unexplainable persons... sometimes we couldn't bear to speak when they started to act and react as not as usual they are... at this very rare moment, we are trying to handle that surprise in such a way.. but i choose to give a self-talk.. so it could reduce my trying to handle those surprises anyways.. it's just a self-talk.. yes again, i will started to say "as if you could know and hear me so"...

oh ok the song below is a beautiful song that has been sang by beautiful singer along with a beautiful lyric.... i'm a fan of Kina Grannis... that's a name of this song singer anyways.. i adore her guitar playing... she just launched her album... here i have a long sigh and started to question myself why the album is not available in Malaysia... hmmm... cuba untuk nikmati lagu.....



..............lasting peace...............


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