Thursday, April 7, 2011

sungguh sungguh

kenapa suara penyampai berita mesti bunyi serius. lepas tu mesti macam bagus tahu semua berita padahal dia baca je kat screen. sama juga konsep kenapa mesti jadi serius pada perkara yang kau tak berapa nak tahu tapi pada hakikatnya kau sengaja macam bagus konon tahu semua benda. tujuan kau serius macam bagus tahu tu sebab nak dapat kepercayaan orang. sebab tu kalau nak kerja interview sana sini, mesti dok fikir bagaimana nak macam bagus dan lebih bersuara serius untuk dapat kepercayaan si interviewer. kau ingat berlakon jadi serius tu senang ke?

i frequently and repeatedly think of thing-that-supposed-not-to-think. banyak sangat bunyi tink tink di sini. i hope to not depend to the recommendation. because i avoid to see opportunity without the real value of competency. you might say, "hey i can help you because i have the best way for you".. but i might confuse with certain situations when my promises are always in changes. world serious, the good deed. i have to pay for it. till when i have to change my perception again and again in sake of "man, i hate you a lot but i don't know how the good way to express even a fraction of it"... nampak, kekeliruan menjadi orang yang banyak berfikir. pada sampai satu tahap, aku akan jadi positif apabila aku mula buang setiap fikiran tu jauh-jauh. kerana apa pun jadi, you are still my very own blood.

what will i be in two months ahead? diam!


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