the sore point

you know that you will be in a stupid manners while handling your stupid relief... so all things would not being really granted... i mean this is world serious.. when you started to trust or believe to anything or sort of anyone, you know that it is just a subject of sore... this can't distinguish with embarrassing... ok... maybe cut your own crap by not really hope they will giving a good strength while you are seriously losing your grip... the cheerful you've been accepted is extremely pathetic... hidup dengan angan lebih mulia bila kau rasa nak harapkan sangat person for being beside of your anxiety... as what i've twittered, "all type of them are same... so good pretender.."

hmm.... jung buat aku rasa i've made a stupid relief.. i know how i able to handle myself... if i am given an option, aku nak lari... jangan kejar atau ikat aku sekalipun.. ok.. thanks for everything...

bila peperiksaan sahaja, aku stress... i mean the exam is not a main reason for the depression.. i am facing few of big deals in my lately... hair will be cut in my near soon... yes, the habit of mine when i really not in a good condition at all... hmmm... i never touch my guitar in a week.. i know how missing i am to feel the let go feeling when give even a simple strum.. i promise myself for not touching him... this is promise.. what else you can do when tears are so cheap in letting 'em out unreasonably... semalam dan semalam dan kelmarin begitu hebat.... belajar untuk tidak terlalu percaya juga mampu untuk hebat.... hmmm...

bukankah aku sebenarnya macam dah tahu??

..............nanti lah................