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while resting myself in this room, i got to think "hey, as if the room is provided only for rest manner indeed?"... oh ok, a new fringe curtains has been hanged here.. i mean just beside my pc table.. by throwing only fifty bucks for them.. it was like here you go my sweet penny though i am slightly broke.. hmmm... the good effect by doing a brand new changes, you know how it must be so called cool.. ok memang sejuk.. hujan every single day.. so stop with what kind of room that i always belong to.. they often say, "you never own a stability mode at all".. how poor it sounds.. the truth that you couldn't bear to see though you are blinded... that's friggin' poor.. people often trust other people with a high believe without thinking of rebounding.. everything is returnable.. a good deed more likely to be refused so that people would live in revenge mission... that's a stupid mission when you are lack of sense in thinking.. hmmm... yesterday i watched a movie.. i mean a New Zealand movie.. their english are really sad to be heard.. i mean the slang they used.. hahaha.. betul aku gelak tapi aku bom sampai separuh cerita...

i don't know why but i adore with any of beauty.. am i sounded gay stuff?? nope.. i love with fair skin.. envy with sort of peoples who own that friggin' fair skin..they are so special and lucky as compare to myself.. he used to say, "b you are completely in beauty, ok"... then it would end up with some tears.. yes, speechless.. hmm... and now i admire with a wall clock... sounded hell admiration kan.. the clock is so odd.. tapi cantik... just now, while having dinner with my sis at some place within this house area, she informed me bout the clock.. she found it at somewhere.. tahu tak aku akan membeli walau bagaimana sekalipun.. dan bagaimana dengan penggunaan wang kertas yang berlebihan pun boleh mendatangkan rasa kesusahan.. hmm... i love something that really odd... that's normal.. yes.. that's why i hang a cute pacifier in my car.. sama juga bila ingat semula hal rambut aku.. when one of my cikgu asked me to be in proper hair, i concluded that he was not so dare to have one like mine.. haha.. that's freak mind indeed.. kerana saya suka bercakap dengan diri sendiri..

i have no idea when people still in mood to see this blog or even give a read without fully knowing what am i talking about... tak semua akan faham apa yang aku karang.. kerana aku bukan pembuat essay yang berjaya.. when i was schooling, i never submitted any of my essay exercise book... betul aku memang pemalas.. siapa tak kenal dengan sifat malas.. jadi, jangan berkawan dengan aku.. aku bukan kalangan yang hot dan berguna... berjaya dengan sifat sendiri lebih membanggakan.. this might always make me to feel refuse to listen any advices from people.. you can advise me but not in so pushing.. i love to be in depression alone so that there's nobody would be pretty harsh pushing.. it same goes to when you want to sit down on the edge with a cheap smile, do please don't assume that you feel desperate to have someone to sit down beside you too.. people are choosy..

.....saya pemberontak.....

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Put: Anything
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