gergaji dan pisau

previous entry has been posted in an hours back.. seperti aku sangat gila akan blog... satu hari sampai dua tiga post... here the situation is just a same... whilst i'm in a terrific life line, then i feel like want-to-say-and-type-everything-so-that-i-will-feel-okay... now the feeling is kucar kacir.. aku agak mahu demam.. yeah.. it's felt since yesterday... tahu apa itu tak sedap badan... dan bila badan juga is overweight... now i'm in trying lifting weight... i never jog since i bought my jogging shoes.. poor me.. in this morning, abgngah reminded me bout that shoes.. he knew that i never put 'em on to my feet even once... bagus aku dalam soal pembaziran... hmmm... so as arrived at home just now, when i gave some strums to guitar, i felt like macam-dah-lama-aku-tak-petik-kau-wahai-gitar.... quite a days when i got no passion in strumming at all... that's a point when abngah advised me to get my own ones... then i realize that we'll get a good spirit in everything if it is belong to us... so i guess that i'm going to own everything like others do... in purpose to have that such a good passion... macam tak masuk akal... tapi aku rasa semua tu betul... it happened to me when i bought a textbook for a certain subject in my study, then i can feel that excitement to study dengan baeknya... which rather than i just borrow the book from library... but how come bout the jogging shoes??? still zero improvement... senang citer aku memang pemalas untuk exercise.... argghh... mungkin aku sangat selalu membuat andaian sendiri.. but at least aku berasa kosong bila dah merapu banyak-banyak dalam ni....

...............mekaseh..............