tiga perkara!

whether it's true or else, i have my own predictive answers for every single thing that i really wish to say to people... i know and really can sense what the answers will be given to me without saying even one word from my mouth.. ok, that's a reason why i refuse to talk... i know i will always be in wrong conditions.. tahu tak dengan hanya menulis, manusia tidak dapat membangkang kau secara terus... mereka akan membaca setiap penulisan... maka, mahu atau tidak, sebenarnya mereka sedang cuba memahami kata-kata kau... nampak tak bahawa kau masih boleh menjimatkan kos air liur untuk bercakap... konsep bercakap dan menulis...

the peeps: sejak minggu lepas aku tidak tahu mengapa banyak berfikir soal pemenang... aku mengkaji mengapa aku selalu menjadi pemenang nombor dua dan bukan nombor satu... tahu tak manusia suka rasa susah untuk kawal rasa ingin menang kerana takut tertinggal di belakang.. bagus, abah taught me how to be a winner... don't let yourself left far behind... bermotivasi dengan fikiran sendiri... tepuk tangan!! oh ok... i am not a loser.. i am just a winner though the inside is weeping... by letting them keep pointing the fault to you, still the win is in your very top list.. indeed!!

hedge your bets: dad asked the 'certain persons'... hmm.. knowing that you have no chances to speak... also believing that you are just been trapped... so, yes you have nothing to defend... might can't be defended... i know how those 'certain' were hedging their bets... in less talk, a very thank you for burying me alive just like this... a lot!!

fact and fate: "don't try to hide the fact while running from life fate"...
i know how easy to you to hold this fucking phrase to release the facts... kadangkala manusia terlalu menjaga banyak perkara sehingga mereka tidak kisah pada penjagaan lagi pada sesetengah masa... tahu atau tidak, gigi saya masih terjaga dengan hebat... hmmm... all are beyond my hands.. i'll pray for your very desire bliss... with no worries, the forgiveness is willingly given to you... that's it!!


..............penghargaan...........

Has: the cruelty
Have: the tears
Had: it's ok