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ok come on lah...jadik org mesia kali neh...xde speakang2...as a usual prob which datang dan pergi...sbg org yg idop..hmmmm.....i juz make a babi of waiting...sbb ape...sbb ko lupe tuhan...pdn muka ko...hmmm....smpai bile masalah xsettle...hmmm...i juz have no idea do i should publish this post...hmmm....since the thing is all about babi of waiting....hmmm....tlg ahh....smpai bile nk dok cmnih...aku xmintak pe2...tp nk ilmu....hmmmm.....still can't figure out my future...dah tahun baru pun dah...cina pun dah jadik tahun baru...serious...juz draw it...ye lah....draw smpai penuh dah satu juzuk buku...ape pun xdpt...hmmm...aku budak hingusan...maseh berhingus dan berkaki dua bertangan dua berhidung tinggi....aku dah semakin besar...dah semakin diminta utk belajar jadik dewasa...aku xsedar semua word yg diguna sbg adek dah xlayak dipakai...neh bukan soal jeles..tp ko mmg da besar ain...ko je pasan kecik...hahahha....aku budak besar...aku tau...tp dlm soal neh...ko xperlu menunggu bintang jatuh ke tgn lagik....ko dah byk abeskan masa begini...ok lah...aku sedar mengambil risiko adalah satu kind of silent kejayaan...tp aku xleyh harap akan berjaya...ko slalu buat silap...kena belajar jadik disiplin dan cermat...duit pun kena cermat...sementara maseh ade nilai2 ingatan ini,aku tahu aku mampu utk lebeyh maju....jadik ahh org yg sygkan akan masa dan duet...ye lah...semua salah aku...dah tuh sape suh ciptakan duet...ko jgn asyik tunding jari fuck kat org...ko salahkan diri ko jeh...hmmmmm.....aku tidur dah tak tentu arah...makan dah byk arah...mane xgemok...idop penuh dgn seronok...ye lah seronok....sbb tuh ko xpernah insap....harap juga akan sempurna...

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dua-ribu-lapan

selamat baru tahun...not really exciting while waiting for this new tahun is coming...not kind of obvious lah...so with knowing i am actually going dua-puloh-dua-tahun...gain myself is best to feel young as poor teen...not poor lah...saja...hmmm....there's part of my memory that i should tends to forget...so able shows the maturity is already being part of myself...like a ass hell...tiada beza pun...aku maseh muda dan hebat....hmmm....life is no cruel...juz a pure of reality...such a flow of stream that let us be in greater than yesterday...if i am luck in a selective of that great...glad once..hmm....new tahun will brings me a new vows and hope...which that might killing own self...so reinvent the history...gila...jgn jadik bangang...ko tahu ko mmg hebat..hmmm...i wasn't so wise beyond my years...nothing best and better...hmmm...should i need take some rest on this??what this lahh...jgn nk wat ayt cm babi aljabal..cukup lah...hmmm....ok...ok....yesterday got dinner with my sibling at TGI fridays...thanks kakak coz paid the bill...such sesak...but juz queued up the row for that dinner...so i was looking some slipper at the booth surround...didn't even found the chantek one....after a minutes maybe eventually got the seat....we planned to lie the waiter that yesterday was my abglang's birthday...hahaha....he's actually was born on Jan but juz forward the celeb ahh....the date supposed be on 24th....so only got piece of cake for that...saja2...huhuhu....since the waiter owh such a cute maybe...sis asked me did i fall into him....hahahha...syam will rotan me...owh tidak...i stick to one..be happy...dont worry.. hmmm...then today story which mom cooked some dishes yg dah lama tak makan since she left us in this house...sedap mak...i missed u damn much...hhmmmm....then iva already got the gigi...hahahha...not fully lah...she's cute with that new thing...maksu also cute with this big gigi.. hahaha...nothing else...xbuleh tido ketika saat ini...

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